What if I was strong, brave and healthy the way I pray for my children to be?
What if I could acknowledge my shortcomings without drowning in them?
What if I could feel all my feelings without the extremes of numbness or being consumed by them?
What if my children could here me without disintegrating?
What if I could focus on their gifts? They are the most precious, my marriage is precious, my life and its purpose is precious, even if im as yet unsure what that purpose is.
